Disconnected

Sometimes I feel so disconnected with what I want for me and for my family.  I know what I want and what my priorities are, but it seems so many times my actions are not lining up with my priorities.  This puts me in a chaotic, out of control state.  To my loving husband, and children...I am sorry.  I have really struggled with this lately.  I am unsure if it is because of my pregnancy...or if it is re-evaluation time.  I have been so unmotivated and it has been difficult to "make it" through the day.  I am so proud of my men for standing beside me and for allowing me to be less than perfect.  I love you all so much and it is worth waiting on my knees for the Lord to change me, grow me, and enable me to be the woman, wife, and mother that is what God intended for all of us. 

Wow!! I have a blog...Thank you Jen

Hello, Hello!!

I can't wait to tell my Mom, the boys' Nana, that I have created a blog.  She doesn't like blogs...she doesn't see why the rest of the world would be interested in what "you" have to say.  I love my Momma!! 

I am making this blog because of a friend of mine.  She is very computer savvy and she started blogging a little while ago and has had it published to a book.  We both like to scrapbook, but with the addition of our children, who have encriched our lives, I haven't been able to scrapbook.  She is using this as her way of leaving something for her children...I Love this idea, and I am going to see if I am a blogger or not.  :) 

I have wanted to journal...so many people I know have journaled, and I really have wanted to leave a journal for each of my children...the oldest is 7 and the youngest (right now) is 3 and I still haven't started the journaling.  I am really hoping that this will combine my love of pictures, love of talking, and my love for my family so they will have something to hold on too. 

I am realizing that this could be an addictive hobby, and there are so many things to customize.